Donovan awoke with a jolt; Luna had nudged him
awake. He rolled over to grab his
journal and was startled to see Julie sitting on his other side. “Wha-”
“I’m sorry. I
heard you cry out and then Luna barked.
I wanted to make sure you were okay.”
“Um, yah… I just need a minute,” he said groggily. He rubbed his eyes and felt for his light and
the notebook. “I need to write this
down.” There was an awkward moment as he sat up and started to write down the
dream. He met Julie’s curious gaze and explained, “A dream journal. Just
working though some stuff.”
“No problem,” she answered, and sat quietly, her arms wrapped
around her knees.
After a few minutes, Donovan put the journal aside,
dimmed the light, and apologized. “I’m
sorry I woke you up.”
“It’s okay…” Then
she asked, “Does it happen often? The bad dreams?” Her voice drifted from the other side of the
truck bed.
“Off and on…it comes with the job.” He stared up at the sky. “It helps to get away every once and
awhile. Take some time to just look at
the stars.”
“They’re easy to see out here, so far away from the cities.”
“Oh definitely.
See there,” he said, pointing into the sky, “the Big Dipper.”
“Where?” There was an embarrassed laugh. “All my travels, and I never learned the
constellations.”
He smiled and pointed.
“Over there…”
“I don’t see it.”
“Well, come sit over here…” She moved over and he moved
behind her. He put his head next to
hers, then put his arm over her shoulder, lining up his arm along her line of
sight and pointed. “It’s right there,
see? There’s the handle,” he gestured, “and
then there’s the cup.”
There
was a moment of quiet and then a surprised gasp, “I see it!”
He
patted her other shoulder with his free hand.
“And if you follow those two stars,” he pointed again, “you can find the
North Star.”
“Ohhhh!”
Donovan
started to point out the other constellations, telling her the stories and
myths that went along with them. She
leaned against him as they looked heavenward, and he could feel her getting
comfortable in his arms. With his face
buried near the back of her head, it didn’t take long for him to notice the
faint perfume of her hair. He sighed and
she turned to look at him.
“What’s
wrong?” she whispered.
“Nothing. I’m just a little tired.” He moved himself away from her and lay back
onto his sleeping bag. She hesitated for
a moment, then lay next to him, her head on his chest. “Julie, um… I don’t know
where to put my arm,” he said.
“You
can put it anywhere…”
It
wasn’t long before she was fast asleep, breathing gently. With his arm around
her shoulders, keeping her warm, it was not long before Donovan had drifted off
as well.
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The girl awoke with sunlight streaming through her
windows. Her eyes widened in surprise,
and she spotted the pill bottle on the table next to her bed. She snatched it off her bedstand and shook
it. Empty! Screaming, she banged her fist against her head then threw the
bottle across the room.
She contemplated staying home from school but didn’t want
to face her mother’s rage. Two horrible
scenarios, home, or school, but at least she could ignore her snide remarks
from her peers better than the yelling from her angry parent.
When she arrived at the schoolyard, she braced herself
for the torrent of abuse. But teachers
were herding the students into the auditorium.
“What’s going on? What happened?” people were whispering.
Unbelievably someone whispered back, “It’s Staci. She OD’d at a party last night.”
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Donovan was awash with questions as the ebb and flow of
the dream deposited him on the shores of wakefulness. Dawn was breaking and he lay quietly,
listening to the steady breathing of the reporter at his side. She was, he reminded himself, a reporter, one
who was trying to save some very vulnerable girls from a very dark fate. Last night had been a nice reminder of what a
normal life could be, but his, nor hers, was a normal life. He told himself that he was a cop, and he
needed to do cop things.
He was careful to not wake Julie up as he silently
gathered his journal and the other things needed for the morning routine. Luna watched sleepily from her spot next to
Julie and Donovan signaled to her that she could stay where she was. He set up the table and camp stove and
started to heat some water.
It wasn’t long before the roasted smell of coffee wafted
over the campsite. Donovan glanced over
to the truck and found Julie rolled over on her stomach, her chin in her hands,
watching him. He smiled. “Well, good morning, Julie.”
Tentatively, she returned the smile, “Good morning…” She hesitated,
then motioned back and forth between the two of them with her finger and asked,
“Do you want to – do we need to – um – talk about last night?”
He looked down at the ground for a moment, several
thoughts crossed his mind, and then he looked up at her and simply said, “No.”
The was a fleeting look of both disappointment and
confusion on her face. “I just thought-”
“I’ve been thinking too,” he interrupted, hoping to
change the subject. “Take a look at the
map.” He had been studying it and had an
idea. “I don’t mean to try to tell you
how to do your search, but I’ve been thinking this over.” Donovan turned the
map toward her. “You’re pretty sure of
this highway, but I think we need to look here.” He pointed to a spot on the map. “This
highway runs north and south, but it intersects this other one right here. This road goes east to west. This crossroad would be the best place in
these parts to bring girls in from all over Texas.” He looked up at her. “There’s a big truck stop there. I think it would a good place to check out.”
She looked at the map, then looked up at Donovan,
studying him thoughtfully. Finally, she
nodded. “Let’s have some breakfast first.
And then we’ll check it out.” She sat on
the tailgate, carefully shook out her boots, and then pulled them on. As Donovan moved about the campsite, Julie
spoke. “Thank you,” she said quietly.
He looked surprised. “For what?”
“For not making a big deal about last night…”
Donovan stopped what he was doing and looked her in the
eye. “Julie, we had a very pleasant
dinner with a great conversation, and then later, we spent some time looking at
the stars where we both fell into a deep relaxing sleep.”
“So that’s it then?”
He chose his words carefully. “For right now, yes.” He continued, “But I’d like to take this up again
later, if you don’t mind, when things settle down.”
“I’d like that,” she said with a smile.
“Me too.” Then he
said solemnly, holding up two boxes, “Now… Corn Pops or Rice Krispies?”